Wedding Congratulations In Spanish

She laughed, and drank white wine ... is safe from herself.
laughed, drank, listened and laughed.
and watching ...

and reveled in the eyes of all,
were all bright lights,
and everything was funny. Funny

hear the laughter, comments
dirty words, insults, propositions,
hot looks, the desire of others,
drooling, slobbering all ...

And at times I felt shame, but then walked away from it the feeling of shame.
Everything was so familiar, so familiar, so dirty, so libidinous, so disgusting.

felt nauseous.
Was it the wine? was the wine itself, but also the disgust of the conversation.
wanted mourn, but the river once again, was drunk.
always drunk to handle the situation, handling silent
hot words, morbid about her body ...
recalled his double life.
Who would have thought, at work no one would believe ..

looked around near her, her love,
know this part of his life, again
shame. Embarrassment. Shame itself.
front of his beloved, and drunk, and laughing and listening to the words of other mouths,
wide-eyed, the trenchant language, taunting of sick minds, minds
degenerate minds promiscuous ...
And his beloved as a spectator of the most pathetic and sordid spectacle.
nausea. Damn sick. The

music plays in the background, follow the laughter and conversation. Looking
and drinking wonders how he has not gone to an asylum ...
How do to keep sane ...
ah! of course, wine. Wine and climbs saves his cup Cheers.
Now there are more eyes that look. Everything is double. Everything is blurry.
better that way. Tomorrow will remember some things ... not all.

3 pm the next day. Nausea
drunkenness, an anthology headache,
a damaged self-image, shame unbearable.
Fear of fear of her lover.
So ...

then assaults,
is insulted,
scratch,
is neglected,
cut,
blamed,
sticks,
kills self ,
refuses itself,
and cries and screams,

then silence, then nothing, then rearm, then drawn the guilt slowly
to leaks, then return to love, then look ahead without shame ...

days, months, morning after morning,
the attempt of each new day, to keep calm and sanity ...
not mad, not mad, not crazy like a mantra.

Once replaced, repaired to the soul, the heart alone,
to love playing his door,
is ready for a new episode,
and everything begins again ...

The horror story does not end.
Groundhog Day.